how did i screw up my day?
did i screw it up because of him? or did i fuked up my day myself and i should blame myself for it?
how did things get so complicated when i think there could be a simplier and more perfect solution to this situation.
oh my god, yolanda what have you been doing?
and what have you done?
look at you, shame on yourself, you should be slapped on the face, because u deserve it.
you deserve the ending of today.
you deserved this.
even if u don't wanna admit it, the truth is what it is.
i feel really really sorry to shelly. feel really bad about it.
what we could have been, 8:30 PM.